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Overview


" I am born to be extraordinary" Meredith Gray
"I am born to be FABULOUS" Hussein Rosman


She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5

Spill It Out



Friday, October 31, 2008


I miss Jojo so much ='(
haven't talk to him in a while.
oh how i miss his presence, especially through the hard time in my life.
because this guy, is someone i can shamelessly cry my heart out to, the one who i can pick up my phone, and cry and cry and cry out loud. without telling him what my problem is, and in the end of my phone call, my soul and my heart feel free from all the pain caused.
Someone who'll let me lean on his shoulder to cry on to. i know he will.
he is the one in my list, whom i can't wait to meet the minute i arrived in Jakarta,of course after my family.
=)

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sometimes, it's better to let go, then to suffer even more in the next years.
sometimes, it's better to get out of the box,when u don't feel comfortable inside. even if u got nothing left.
sometimes, it's better to just let it go with the flow. no matter how hard the hurricane hits you right in your ass.
and this time, it's fine to move a few steps forward, faster than u planned them in the past.
and this time is the best chance to start the new chapter of my life, burn down the previous motherfucking nightmare chapter and re-born as a better person.
it's fine, because we live our own life. not other's.
If in every steps you take, u think about other's opinion, count,please count how many billion hours wasted just because of that?

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1 more week to assessment.
we all die.

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008
When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person...

Find a guy... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

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Let's see.
today i have a thought.
do you think 10 years from now u'll find your self still hanging out with the same person you hang out with now?
i think some of them i will. the other some, i'll definitely erase them from my diary.
why should u keep the one who keep on making your life miserable?
when there's another bunch of other people who's there to cheer you up and at least u know they are always there for you, for better, for worse.

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Monday, October 27, 2008

"later he got jealous some hot guy stole his alexandra. "
LOL

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i brought a dress. i like it so much i couldn't stop taking a picture with that dress on. =P
those who know me, sure will realized that i love details, especially bows and stars. oh yeah and BLACK. dont ask me why. i just love them.

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Monday, October 13, 2008


They taste sooo good then they cost no good ='(
$15 something for 6 pieces. goddamn.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008
This is the part while i cry the most.
lol
everytime i watch this movie, i cry right at the moment this conversation start.
i know im being stupid crying over this again and again, but i just couldn't help it , this is the sweetest line ever =(

ROSE: I love you jack...


JACK:don't you do that, don't u say goodbye.
not yet. do you understand me?


ROSE: I'm so cold


JACK:listen rose, you're gonna get out of here. u're gonna go on and u gonna makes lots of babies and u gonna watch them grow, you gonna die old, as an old lady, in your bed. not here.not this night. not like this. do u understand me?

ROSE: I can't feel my body


JACK: Winning that ticket Rose,is the best thing that ever happen to me, it brought me to you..and im thankful for that Rose, I'm thankful.. you must do me this honor, you must promise me that u'll survive, that u wont give up no matter what happen. no matter how hopeless.promise me now Rose. and never let go of that promise...


ROSE:i promise


JACK:never let go


ROSE:i wouldnt let go jack. i will never let go

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It's Ironic.
really ironic.
i couldn't believe it, that i found my self melting down in tears.
it's like the 20th something time i watch this movie.
it's my all time favorite. the greatest movie of all time.
damn damn damn damn
after spending so much time watching it over and over again, i still couldn't understand how could a man and a woman fall in love in less then a week time, their love is so beautiful, one of them gave up their life for the other.
let me ask u this question
is it even possible to find someone like that nowadays?Someone faithful, the one when they said i love u, and they mean it.
na ah
i don't think so.
yeah of course they said i love you, but they are having an affair behind your back.
maybe i watch to much romantic bullshit love story. but i'm afraid that's the fact we are facing nowadays.
well well well,is it that difficult to be faithful for the one you love?


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Saturday, October 11, 2008
A million times i try to deny.
A million times i thought i had moved on.
A billion i told my self that i'll be fine
a year passed by,
somehow i can't forget you.
somehow in the middle of the night, when i can't sleep, i turned my self to the right, i smile looking at you.
somehow in the middle of the night i still found my self, having a thought of yourself.
it feels really good to know that you are still there, in my heart.
right beside u, is where i find my self a comfort side to stay
see, somehow i can't forget you.
actually i'm doing okay, it's just
i miss u sometimes.
=(

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Thursday, October 9, 2008
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

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